Lauryn Hill - I Used To Love Him Featuring Mary J. Blige Produced By Lauryn Hill Album The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill LYRICS [Verse 1] As I look at what I've done The type of life that I've lived How many things I pray the father will forgive One situation involved a young man He was the ocean and I was the sand He stole my heart like a thief in the night Dulled my senses blurred my sight [Hook] I used to love him but now I don't I used to love him but now I don't [Verse 2] I chose a road of passion and pain Sacrificed too much and waited in vain Gave up my power ceased being queen Addicted to love like the drug of a fiend Torn and confused wasted and used Reached the crossroad which path would I choose Stuck and frustrated I waited, debated For something to happen that just wasn't fated Thought what I wanted was something I needed When momma said no I just should have heeded Misled I bled till the poison was gone And out of the darkness arrived the sweet